Praying for you, your safety and your future.
Psalm 23.
Its not about shutting you out of my life. Its about giving me a chance to find myself and to learn how to deal with you if you decide to stay with me.
2:57 AM.
This is what I’ve been doing since 4AM yesterday.
Syempre dapat may konting kalokohan.
Really starting to consider this. No one fails the damn test, its about getting a high mark for med schools to love you.
I’m really aiming for a high mark - kasi magastos and I don’t wanna be a burden to my family just because I chose this field.
Hay. Matalino ako, tamad lang. Kaya minsan boblats. And my devotional prayer is to end that laziness and get on with it. This has been my dream way back in 2nd year college, when we took up Anatomy.
Sabi ko nga kay bff Myron, kung ako papipiliin between Med and a Macbook, pipiliin ko Macbook. But something changed my mind. May Macbook nga, pero satisfied na ba ako? Lalaruin ko lang dahil sa multi gestures? Hay. Not satisfied. Hehe.
I’ve thought about this, a million times already, and I know I can do better than working as a nurse. Ngayon lang ako nanindigan para sa sarili kong kapakanan.
Yeah I know its long, but I know its worth it. The idea of saving lives, and the chance to do that is definitely worth it. And living a dream is priceless.
I’m still pulling myself together to tell my parents that this is where I wanna be, and what I really want.
And I am gunna put my best foot forward.
LORD HELP ME PLEASE!
